July 2, 2004

See Photographs - My Change

Always Wanted to be a Spaceman

Comrades, I must warn you.
I'm encouraging an attitude change inside me.
I can't allow myself to be as negative as I have been.
It ate me hard.
And as matter of survival,
I'm praying for the optimistic.

You'll see.
Keep me.
Accept me.
I just want a bit of the classical
And a bit of the noble
To be part of me.
You'll see.

My convictions on revolution are the same,
But an arrogant feign of negative sophistication
Will destroy me.
Pure and not smudge.
I'm losing it mentally.
But, of course, I've always wanted to be a spaceman.

See photographs - my change.